Saturday, December 31, 2016

Metamorphosis (Pink)

Metamorphosis (Pink)

In le neige of all that falls between us not yet forgotten
an ache refuses to catch on Time and thousands of cars turn
despairing of their faith in the pattern
as if in unpiloted practice

ring the mug with your pen
as if in practice

pink!

I will call an angel whose name I do not know
to circle eternity and bring that fragrant
circumference back

pink!

and in their dark hands practice becomes ritual, the pen’s sharp
bell deepens in the mind  .  mirrors break as the cross’
blade is driven in to the root

pink!

to the fertile break of mind beyond  .  the fragrant 
window opens from the call a speech formed by speech
laryngeal seed that is the plant we rawr

pink!

but who says angels know their own language, or that they own

pink!  pink!

simply mean, what this stuff does, what love says, crystalline nets
of alveolar hands dip in and pulse with the blood between us  .  

restore me into speech.

Thursday, December 29, 2016

The Count

I said moon but I didn’t 
mean any only the meaning
moons are, handy arbiters

of the count, the seed
Goethe says is just
another leaf of the plant

that is leaf all the way
through. Moon that is all
moons, then one I follow

like anyone else to where
they adore the knot
adorn some part of the sequence

of shapes they dream to make.
The moon is a word with
leaves curled in to fruit

ribs pushed out of buds
intentions of its own which are
the character of one’s time.

Love is a handful of birds
who fly in the shape of a bird
the words all claim they’ve found.

Wednesday, December 28, 2016

TAROT BY DANTE II–III

TAROT BY DANTE II

The boy holds a white flower
under the white sun in the yellow sky

as if it were cut out, a white flower
of folded skin skimmed from the top of a burning zero.

These moulded numbers, each different
(otherwise I couldn’t have one)
each the entire garden
but in one–

Even More! cried the white dog.

Around the fountain of the sleeping magus
the brooms break and multiply themselves.

II.
As I read over that I heard my future self saying that I appeared confused, because it was a moment of transformation for me. And then the voice was gone. That had addressed Peter? You? To tell of a purple house? In the picture The Fool’s tunic is patterned with poppies or moonflowers. He wears a turban and his other hand holds a black staff over his shoulder, at the end of which is a traveling bag. He is following a song to the edge of a cliff. But he holds a white flower, and the song is a form of sleep that never leaves, a knot, that teaches the future tense of seeing is self, by which we see ourselves in the lasting image. Dressed strangely in the imago, requital of love.












TAROT BY DANTE III

In this new house I wanted to pull a new card so I began sorting the deck on the dining room table until Robert and Charlotte came, and as Robert picked some up The Star fell on the table, and when he turned over his hand which was full of cards there was the Queen of Wands. And those were the only two cards we saw.

The Star has in the middle of the sky a big yellow star of eight points, and around it are eight more stars, white and also of eight points, so the foregrounded figure is not taken by, but is, the count. A naked lady kneels on the earth while her front foot rests upon the water. She pours souls from life into life– from one pitcher the water forms rivers on the earth that lead back to the sea in which she pours her other pitcher. She pours and takes nothing, true nakedness: uncounted herself. A living number that is the count. An ibis sits on top of the tree. This is called chutor, when a thousand armed deity pours water from a vase to feed the hungry ghosts below. On earth. The souls are poured from life to life but some take longer to reach the sea. Mystery of water.

The Queen of Wands looks more like Franz Liszt than I ever did. She wears a golden mantle and sits on a throne whose arms are supported by lions of gold. In one hand she holds a sunflower, imported from the great American plains, and behind her throne we can see the sand, already shifting over the borders of lesser beings. The back of her throne is hammered gold, and shows two lions holding up a sunflower between them. She is what becomes of the mysteries of Mithras. A black cat sits at her feet, giving off sparks. She is not a witch. She holds a wand in bloom, and stands behind the door of the witches meanings, who are wardens. Destroyed together with the bull, they take off their skins to become lions, and from their suffering walk forth. But that is all we know of her, that part laid down at each other’s side, so we can see. And we see, rising to our feet, that her cloak is fastened by a brooch in the shape of a squirrel’s face. Beyond that, at last, we only see what there is to see.

Monday, December 5, 2016

TAROT BY DANTE

TAROT BY DANTE

I drew a card, thinking to play it against her image as a key or mood, a tool to work the field that would make the field fertile. Thyrsus.

Queen of Swords. The Queen with no breasts, her face a face of rock, worn out of the mountainside by rain and freeze and saxifrage. Friction. The worn-out face that seems. Is seen, we think, emerging. Growing younger. Queen of us seers and not what we think we see. Queen not in time but deep time. Her hand does not give or take, but resigns. So it is, she says. Such is the stuff of this kingdom. Stuff of the king you must kill. All Queens require it. Her other hand holds the long-sword. It is long enough. One bird flies over-head. Her cape is light blue and decorated with clouds. The horizon in her garment stretches around her. You wonder if that bird is on there too, and where it’s heading.

King of Cups. Sits on a granite throne cut all of one piece. He rests the toes of his right foot a little over the edge of the base, centimeters from the jumpy sea. Or it appears jumpy. He looks just and resigned waiting to see if you can walk up to him. There is no judge but the judge in the middle of the sea. You may have to walk to him. To close your eyes. Or it may be that you are already him, nowhere as he is, but closer to you, to the Queen than your own body, the way only Being can be, knowing each other through walls and petite morts. You are already him. She is already she. Just destroy this image.

The intellect appears to itself wishing destruction. But it is not destruction as a desire of the western intellect (the bondage of Abraham) to eradicate itself per se rather a destruction to face the mind outward into Being, into we know not what: the Other, the child [the “third Being-Duty”– one of those third things]. The mind reimagining itself. Pose the image of Dante’s travel, or the contemplative travel of Ficino against the vilified sexuality of the church, fucking through holes in our nightgowns, hating all matter. 


That is, to move always beyond the furthest imaginings, fugue-like, to the real that stays real because we don’t know it yet; and looking back see the catches of previous stations as they stretch away behind us: those stations of metaphorical relations, where we are posed against ourselves, halted, locust-shells, reifying without motion, without life, dead scholars, and advancing only, if at all, by grace. By grace: by an imagining that motivates mind into its impossible outward leap. Into her lap. That first Devonian toad, catching its breath on the other side of the sky.