Thursday, January 22, 2015

6.

6.

If one is the threshold 
of seer and seen
one is its discourse
and its eloquence
is happiness, or vice versa
just say it like it is
who’s on those feets today.

Pine needles or particulars,
the myth of me is metaphor enough:
ducks bob through the grief-stricken corn
on the suffering side of Stissing Mountain,
order espresso they give you LavAzza
dogs and cats mate in the old
church how much can I say
until you stop listening 
how much need see-
          will I be absolved?
The feet of night is a formal decision
stalking at noon
  how much breath-
I’m grass
listening to your feet
they never loved me
but in nearness.

… I said to him: “Your excellency,” (he had the rank of a general) “please explain to me why Yezidis cannot get out of a circle.” 
“Ah, you mean those devil-worshippers?” he asked. “That is simply hysteria.”
… and then he rattled off a long rigmarole about hysteria, and all I could gather from it was that hysteria is hysteria.

is grammar, and the trees groaning all together. A Capillorum arbor of Turkish Creations. The self-awareness of particulars. Complicity in the ring of waters. Devil of matter our fallen middle-man. Spirits of the lower air they used to call them, and called us worse, parading our devil’s nests clothes through the megachurch humus.


Let’s take the other front door from this thought. How to erase the ring, and take me with it! How get to the other side of the simplest matter. You run your hand along the curvaceous paten of middle-earth, as soon as you can see a squirrel’s ass, as the French say, high-tailing it from the dawn of your measure. Heaven is the end of my table.

Monday, January 12, 2015

Don’t know nothin but she is
the mild allelopathy of space
and turns the corner of the Sycamore
and then?

What there id
I mean is of you
travels that territory

to have the fame of fate
erratic, hurled forward to what
destiny of the line

to move is to return
to her that is distance
uncompounded by me or
this but the motions alone

why else would four lines from five fingers
and I forget to pare my little finger
two weeks in a row.

Why does mean bother to tree?

Sunday, January 11, 2015

Teirnyon Twryv Vliant

The nothing is a great mover
words like stolen goods
move toward their place
in a sentence you don’t know:

will not be advised and
not without advice
those reckonings our own
shadows in the house of night

make this rose-garden that.
“It will be news from behind the horizon”
seeing it through to the east,
the actual, Taliessin (or was it Duncan)’s It reminds me

we know so little, but if you thrust 
your sword over the doorstep you can
hear the night scream. I stroll under the Cairo lunes
recalling we don’t know what trees are

or the varieties. Stroll under my green desk-lamp
discharging its carefully planned prophecy
and will still when the black claw
from the open window whisks the year’s foal away.

Friday, January 9, 2015

After a Radio-Broadcast of Sorabji’s Gulistan, as Played in his Castle.

I broadcast from the living-room
a green wind through the rose-garden
music is what things say: things say
this is the sound of inside.

Use your head to save your feet
they told me, but what they meant
was follow, follow the tables and chairs
elusive as friends to where you are. In.

This is the sound of where she comes up with it
tour of old poets houses, the seat of
“unaltering wrongness that has style”
and yet alters, altars.

Tables and chairs, dear faces of
conspirators I never knew, singing the
song of matter, mater, that urgent agent
I love the stuff. In love the estate, Simurgh 

we are, fellowship of the cup, or a saucer
its suitors crowded in the infinitesimal
tremblings of vision. Lethe is dust falling in the
sofa’s shadow, and the mind, holding

its golden wand sneezes her fervid oracle.
Nhan chu, Vietnamese of my body
it means face owner. Who says? It is the first
of our audacities, to pretend there is a face to things.


Wednesday, January 7, 2015

After Rilke's "Primal Sound."

Rilke darted a look at the coronal suture of the skull. He caught himself so, darting- What sense makes me know you’re near and this suture near, in form, to the phonographic imprint I made so many years ago? What made me him? Not sight. Nothing of sight requires me to dart glances, whiff out an association. Not desire. Deprived of desire we are (the) nearest nothingness, and take the measure of it. None of those absurd five or six senses they tell us about. This is the science of thought- the touch, smell, taste of thought. The science of thought is the sense of distance. (Remember Proprioception? How many senses are they keeping from that holy handful?) The science of thought is a formal analysis, is its metric. Is the value (function) for all the other senses. Take the others away and there is still nearness, still distance, infinite or ultimate or dear. Short of death there is no deprivation of distance. And certainly not then. You will run into something, or nothing. You are probably on the ground. Why would you care where you are if the regular, codified senses didn’t feed this one? Distance, or rather propinquity will never atrophy, so long as you give me a lock of hair, leave a footprint, a coronal suture: a moaning bristly wind smelling of cucumbers drags its tongue along the canyons of my mind. 

So far as we are, distance is.


“Leap through all five gardens in a single bound,” he sez. The five gardens that grow food, the real food of observations, for that continuous mind we call language, where we taste and eye &c. all the sensuous food of thought.

***

Primal sound of body listening 
to itself. Reports of its senses:
sucking the Chura Kampo of utero
under the half-thatched roof
listening to her sensations

as always happens with me and things
the quick glances fixing it with precision:
senses angeling through language

This special structure, sealing off
all worldly space

star overhead, overheard
whose is it then? Hers, but
why can’t you repossess 
what’s in my head? What does a star
sound like in there? Taste?

What is a sensation but the unknown, 
what she’s thinking, doing,
who could know that? And yet it is yours
that sensuous mystery of message.
From the Other Side of Space!

Ur-geraeusch, not noise but
sound of nature, primal 
not knowing, but feeling.
Of heavy questions creaking in the wind
and the understanding before librettos.
Line written across the top of your head
that taught you the mystery of words.


Tuesday, January 6, 2015

cont.


O blue mountain
beyond is here, is limned
from the rest of it
luxuriant blue activity
the dolorous blow
sent through three kingdoms
three tones, a duck’s foot
imprinted on the soul of
matter. Held fast
to the quack of it.
What tracks did you leave
scanning the horizon
that I followed them
and found a you here
as if anyone with eyes
could be unassuming.

Sunday, January 4, 2015

cont.

***

A ship in the broken waters
shameless distance of you and me
people under a streetlamp, 
their shoes crunch 
the glass of goodbye.
Like a swarm of fog-birds
in the weird light of dream
(how like a wharf!)
I disembark
the bastard world of a ship
Nothing’s sister
one of those make-believe faces
that brings me to you.

***

First thing you 
wake up in me
thaw, thrill
the melting snow
of you I thaw
word wakes inside 
the world saying, feckless
valueless
  but for love
that is no value
but whatever. Anything.
A gift.
Thrill of
inside
of sparrows
fastest in the 
morning, vaulted
over my old church
at the thought of you
hovering on the horizon
of sleep or sheep:
all species of
relation,
and the departures
necessary, to be sparrow
or lover, or picaroon
as we are 
leaving the event
the birds the wet
road between us.

He (whoever he is)
gives one last look back
from between his legs from
the middle of the bridge
    fin of the open
inspired duct, open mouthed
yellow perch
of the stream as it moves through
past the paper-mill.

Saturday, January 3, 2015

1.3.15


I am this fog
paddling around this
steel grey beggining
already curled round
given way to limned
trunks, ice floes

I am what I see
becoming my way to
you, a broken plow
gesticulating over
the frozen corn
tree reaching for a star
sisters come without
names, being the measure

the book of everything
between my house
and yours
that says matter
is the stuff of motion
space rhythmed
by contents, it drives
a breath
between trees

stonefence to stonefence
I am occasionally Ashtree
on occasion you
as if the night itself
were just flapping in the wind.
Following effect or day
or warm or green.

Follow your eye until you arrive.

Who are you? You is 
disarming you with questions.
You is taking your ticket stub
and convincing you 
that you is enough
wherever you are among
the fish-people of Borneo
subsisting solely on mist

their existence is question enough
to disarm you.

You is a word settling in your ear

a friendly fin taking you by the hand.

(cont.?)

Thursday, January 1, 2015

Ministrations

Ministrations

Among the voices, and the singers of Rossini’s An Italian Girl in Algiers 
I heard as I asked the free-lance opera director if such a thing
were possible, and the wind coursing around the house- the vocal
chords vibrate, silently speaking even the inimitable heard.

The glass of water ripples at your footsteps crossing the hard wood
floor, as you sashay your eyes across this line, and that other
ceaseless intonation that has you snatch my glass and drink it
right in front of me. That makes it suddenly full again.